Right now. Right this very minute I am fighting myself and all the crap that’s been dumped on me.
I’m a relatively talented person who, thanks to all the crap, has never really been able to put it together for any extended period of time. I hate it. I hate limping along feeling tormented, caged, and failing. I am failing my wife, my kids and myself.
If you have read this far I’ll ask you to pray for me. Pray for my wife and kids too. I’m not easy to love but they do.